And a warm blanket spreads over me. An autumn of agony I assumed. And an autumn of kind words
came closer to end the summer. Heat and dust in the streets are now washed away by the first rains and
will come back after for a while. Then it slowly starts to change, change a lot of what has been and turns the colours around once again before the big sleep which we have to go through like aways. All is covered and we scurry around for months in countless layers. The winter will always be hard, but now I see this summer as one of the hardest of the seasons I ever experienced. Also, I learned to be precise in the timing, when the pain comes back and when to send him on his way again. This time, I said, you can stay for four days in a row and then you´d have to go, my friend, my child and my mother and father, sister and brother, which you all are. Mother Darkness and Father Abyss, my friend Vain, my child the Lux, my Sister Rage and my Brother fear. The whole family under the banner of pain. You call me your Son Indifference but I´ve tricked you again, I have learned to understand your ways now. Your seduction I can shake for a while and I sent you out the door, though the parting was hard on me, but the scars are what I did. Hoping their travels would take them far away for now, I went out and took a walk to the places I belong.
R. M. Parkner On my pain
Family visit in The Work of Saturn
came closer to end the summer. Heat and dust in the streets are now washed away by the first rains and
will come back after for a while. Then it slowly starts to change, change a lot of what has been and turns the colours around once again before the big sleep which we have to go through like aways. All is covered and we scurry around for months in countless layers. The winter will always be hard, but now I see this summer as one of the hardest of the seasons I ever experienced. Also, I learned to be precise in the timing, when the pain comes back and when to send him on his way again. This time, I said, you can stay for four days in a row and then you´d have to go, my friend, my child and my mother and father, sister and brother, which you all are. Mother Darkness and Father Abyss, my friend Vain, my child the Lux, my Sister Rage and my Brother fear. The whole family under the banner of pain. You call me your Son Indifference but I´ve tricked you again, I have learned to understand your ways now. Your seduction I can shake for a while and I sent you out the door, though the parting was hard on me, but the scars are what I did. Hoping their travels would take them far away for now, I went out and took a walk to the places I belong.
R. M. Parkner On my pain
Family visit in The Work of Saturn
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