ancient

I got no time
I got a lot on my mind
There´s a lot to erase
of the past
of good and bad
of niceties and mistakes
that I´ve made
I´ve got a lot to erase
cause there is nothing to work out
anymore
and there´s no regret
it should just begone
I´ve got a lot to erase
of a life-time
of a life in time
goin´nowhere slow
and nowhere fast
the now is now
and it´s all over right
in the blink of an eye
I got no time for pain
It´s all over right
in the blink of my eye
so if I cut it open
and put it on display
should I be ashamed
or just do it like a lot of people do
I´ll always be in a closet full of myself
and nowhere to run
the fool of a craziness
soon to come
out in the open
they say, it´s all at stake
but it´s always been like that
for them
there is nothing to worry
so why at stake
the only salvation is
that there is no salvation
destroying mind and body
through a million bottles
the endless laughter
of nights out on the roam
a search that has no goal
we knew it from the start
pissing it away
we could be missing it all
comes the day someone will find you
what will you do
I think I will continue
the hopeless path
of a destruction
that is inevitable
I just can´t relate
so I do all things
and the harmful one´s I will forever and always do to me
cause I couldn´t see you suffer
there´s a distant shimmer
that it all could be good
but the circumstance defines
and not this everlasting mood
a knowledge gained through the doors
when they open you´ll walk in
when they close you are in the maze forever
walking through tombstones
walking with the lost
you just don´t know
when to grasp the moment
just when it all is good
you walk the planet of your father
who turned to dust in the ice
a long, long time ago
you are a wanderer between the stars and the borderline
now is now
just wander on, son
life should be too good
so waste it all
wherever you set foot
leave everyone behind
leave no one alone
find the courage again
to destroy and gain
hell will follow you
and all your demons
loose all you got
even your wits
if you ever had them
walk on
walk on
walk on
your shell still stands stronger
than their living bodies
listen to the rings
and all the moons
that are around you
a huge and ancient storm
that rages
and will go on
when eveything else
has disappeared
I have no fear
And you shouldn´t have
one eye open
one is shut
the way to find through
is easy enough